Day by day, as the time past slowly .
Those sorrows in my heart just seems to stay ,
No matter what i tell myself, no matter that i think , it will always stay there.
People always tell me , once you choose the path to take , dont regret it .
I know what it all means . But i just cant seems to accept it .
Its already been so long , always when i tell myself that its time,
My senses just tell me that i'm not ready .
I cant give her happiness , nor can i give her love.
Idk whats love, but i'm sure that what i feel now , its not that simple .
As time flies , my heart seems to get weaker and weaker .
Not able to start afresh . Always thinking what to do next. But i don't have the guts to take that risk , what is it that i'm afraid of ? Failure ? Face ?
I'm just like a bird without it wings , a fire without its flame .
But my life's not just gonna end here . I'll move on . But with the sorrows that cant be healed .
The biggest regret in my life . The sun will always come out tommorow . Somethings will just happen suddenly , its not something that we can predit or tell . School has been great .
I understand what the teachers said and explain to me .
I'm picking up on my studies . Its a good sign though ,
Having bad headaches everyday after school .
Thinking of where to go . Weather to go out with bros ? Or to stay at home and rot .
Most likely i'll be revising my work after school . So most of the time i will be home .
Sorry guys , but things just happens like this sometimes .
I just wanna be a normal person leading a normal life .
Without any worries .
I'll end here , theres still school tomorrow .
GoodNight and Bye people .


Brian`W ,